Remembering Our Multidimensional Selves with A'Sha Love

In this SUPER wu episode of Queerly Beloved, Wil sits down with A’sha Love, a multidimensional guide, speaker, and author who supports healers, empaths, and visionaries in aligning more deeply with their soul’s essence. Her journey began in 2008 after the passing of her father sparked a profound metaphysical awakening, leading her from mediumship and channeling into her current work as a metaphysician.

Together we explore:
 ✨ Judgment as resistance — how noticing and getting curious about our judgments can reveal the parts of ourselves still asking for love and healing.
✨ Mindful playfulness — the practice of choosing, moment by moment, to bring play into our lives as a path of presence and liberation.
✨ Wounded motivation — recognizing the hidden wounds that can drive our actions, and how to clean them up so we act from clarity, love, and creativity.
✨ Inner Tech Transfer of the Multi-Dimensional Self — A’sha’s powerful teaching on accessing wisdom and abilities from other aspects of our multidimensional being.

These topics and many more! This is a deep, playful, and heart-expanding conversation about shadow work, soul remembrance, and the joy of evolving into new expressions of who we are.

🔗 Connect with A’sha at multidimensionalu.com

🔗 Connect with Wil at https://www.wil-fullyliving.com/

Transcript

Wil Fisher  
Hey, sure love. Thank you so much for being here. Welcome to queerly Beloved.

A'Sha Love  
Thank you so much for having me Wil. It's delightful pun intended to be here.

Wil Fisher  
Yes, I'm already having so much fun just being in your presence, your energy just brings me a lot of joy. And so, yeah, I'm just grateful for this time. Ah, yeah. So let's jump in. As I mentioned, I always start with a creative question, and that question is this, the invitation is to take a breath and connect with who you are in this moment and to tell me who you are in this moment, but to do it by describing a drag avatar that embodies that. And when I say drag avatar, it could be elemental. It could be a, you know, a character. There's really no limit, but that's the invitation.

A'Sha Love  
Oh, I love it. Okay, so immediately I saw a giant swirl like, you know, the tasty freeze cones, like mashed up with a cupcake, okay, and then like a third part of, like the unicorn. So it just felt like

Wil Fisher  
a unicorn cupcake, swirly ice cream cone. No wonder you have me so delighted.

A'Sha Love  
No, right? We're already in this next level playground. Yeah, that just came right through. And, you know, I don't know, like, 14 feet tall too. We'll just put the height in there too. I'm six foot in real life, so, yeah, yes, let's double that. You know,

Wil Fisher  
I love that. I love that. Wow. So, okay, so now let me, let me go, hmm. I am resonating with that height thing. I'm feeling these like very, very long legs. And it's, it's some, my drag avatar today is some kind of creature that is just lifted up and looking beyond. And it's interesting because I've also been struggling a little bit with future tripping, and so it's interesting that that's coming through. And when I think about it, it's it's looking beyond with love and looking beyond with a a it's a little bit of a hazy phase, like I I get to see it without needing to know the specifics, without needing to know the answers, without needing to know how And what the form of the unfoldment looks like, but rather to to see it as the love that we're moving towards. So yeah, that's my drag avatar. Has long, long, beautiful pink legs, and is this kind of it's almost like this snail, like top character, like the top of it is almost like a snail with these long legs, and it's looking out with these eyes of love.

A'Sha Love  
That's beautiful. Yeah, yeah. I was getting a very visceral experience of what you were talking about describing. I've got this beautiful geometry behind me, because that's what I see in this reality. I see everything. I see the holographic templates and the set of instructions and a lot of what we're playing, those of us playing in this playground are doing here is helping to shift and clear distortion in the template. So when you were up describing what you were seeing, I was like, Oh, he's back up in his like, monadic level consciousness, seeing the bigger field from, like, let's say, the seventh dimension, and then the human he's able to come back down into his human self and, like, work from that so, like, back up, and then back in. And then, you know, versus just being completely lost down here in the density and distortion. And it felt really nice when you're up there, and your whole field shifted, and I felt the field shift, and that's the trick. Is like, how then do we bring that through as what we are here?

Wil Fisher  
Yeah, absolutely. And also remembering to not be trying to do it from the human mind, to not be like, the future tripping, right? It's like, How can I not be in this dimensional consciousness when I am looking ahead and being excited for what's to come and remembering that, that there is a service that comes in that outlook, but to be doing it from the right frame of consciousness,

A'Sha Love  
right because I think I'm sure you can relate to this. I certainly can. My human can be really, you know, like the aperture is real small, yeah, exactly, you know. And so in it's running, it can often run from the reptilian brain stem of fear based, you know, trying to last. Onto things out of a desire for security and comfort, versus where you just took us, which is like, the full overview and the watershed view is like, oh, everything's in divine order. And then can the human just almost be like, along for the ride?

Wil Fisher  
Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes. Come on, human, you got this jump up on that snail, that that snail with the 20 foot long legs, and just ride this ride. It's like right now, the never ending story, yes, yes, exactly yes. So you use this word, Moon, Moon onic. Was that?

A'Sha Love  
It an addict, so m, O, N, A, D, okay, the way that my awakening, multi dimensional awakening, took place was in like, these periods of time where I kind of joke, like I was duped here, let's go on, like, holiday vacation and like, great. And then we're in the cabin, and it's 5am and they're like, you're up downloads now every morning the whole time. And so the remembering came in those pulses, and I was shown, you know, 12 of us as humans share the same over soul, and 12 over souls share the same mana. There's a structure to living creation that's just beautiful and to consciousness. And so we're when we're back up in those levels of our multi dimensional structure. It's such a different like, I mean you when people watch the replay here and you watch it, you'll see your whole structure shifts, your remembering shifts. You're in an expansive embodiment. And so much more information is available there, and my team is letting me know that that's the core theme for today's conversation for your listeners that it's time for them to remember they have access to a completely different level of their multi dimensional intelligence. They're they're beyond soul plan, because we're talking about monadic level. Many of your listeners are mon ads in human form, not just souls. So they're representing entire collectives, and they're here doing amazing work, and they completely forgot. And if people are emotional right now by now, this is your that's your truth teller, and just be acknowledged for. Don't forget the level of wisdom and remembering you have access to. But it's not going to come from your human self concept. It's going to come from beyond this playing field into the larger playing fields, but then to inform this playing field differently beautiful and so and so. What's timely right now? Because I there's like, a ton of energy on me, and I'm like, okay, okay, I'll say it,

Wil Fisher  
yes, please. Please is it's

A'Sha Love  
time for people to begin to release the self, the limited self concept they've been in, out of adherence or almost loyalty to that self concept, and maybe to share it. Yeah, this is big. There's tons clearing from solar plexus, clear the files, the cash, like browsing history almost right, and let yourselves elevate into who you really are and the next level. And many of many people know this already. They've been already releasing certain constructs, relationships, concepts, ideas, or they feel like, like they need to. And maybe they're tipping on that edge and they feel like but I they feel bad. That's what I'm feeling. They feel bad about it. And yet I'm being told I'll use all your past reference of becoming your authentic self as a human as reference for this next evolution. Apply the same I'm I'm moving it more into my authentic self, and we don't realize that that can then become a trap too, almost like if we yeah and then let it move, yeah, there we go. I can feel the field shifting and moving. So that was

Wil Fisher  
yeah, that resonates so deeply. And what is coming through for me is that there can be this attachment because of the work that folks have done to get to this idea of self, like, Oh no, this is who I am. I'm claiming this. This is my authentic self. I've got it now, and so now I'm going to hold on to it. No one's going to be able to disrupt it. Because in the past, I was, I was lying, I was I was I was doing something that was in contrast to that authentic self, and it felt so icky. So now I want to just hold this authentic self. This is the authentic self. This is the authentic self. And meanwhile, we are meant to be evolving. We are meant to be malleable and flexible and open to who we are in each and every present moment,

A'Sha Love  
right? I have to deconstruct again, yeah,

Wil Fisher  
exactly. Yeah, yeah. And I'd say for the queer folks. You know, a lot of queer folks are listening to this, and there's something very personal in that, in that they've been told that who they are and who they are desiring to love is wrong. And so there's sometimes even stronger hold on it, this almost rebellion. Like, Fuck you kind of hold on it. And then it's like, but what if? What if there's more in this authenticity that wants to come through?

A'Sha Love  
What? Yeah, that's it, exactly. And you know, as a as a channel for the world's healers doing this delivery all the time, I can tell you that based on the charge of energy I felt behind that message. This is the seminal work in the next stage of evolution for many right now, I've often used the terms for for the healers around the world, it's time to come out of the spiritual closet. Love that, and so it's very similar trajectory that you can develop a spiritual ego and not realize you're stuck in just one phase and that there's more, and that as you allow that to kind of unfold like beautiful origami, just like a wrecking ball to this, we can just gently unfold right? What's next? Yes, you recognize, wait a minute, and here's where I've gotten to. Wil, oh, I've always been love wilfully, is the foundation. Oh, what an interesting game we're all playing. Oh, interesting. It's kind of like taking a Rubik's Cube and jumbling it all up, and then you bring it back to coherence.

Wil Fisher  
Yeah, that image behind you, that spiral of rainbow, feels like a an image of what you're describing right now. Of it just continue and it's like it cycles and just keeps unfolding and keeps unfolding. That's it.

A'Sha Love  
That's it. And so, you know, I was definitely in an intergalactic shaman identity for a while, like, okay, yeah, working with a lot of extra dimensional races and known as Asia Andromeda. And then 2021 it came in release. It legally changed the last name to love, which I did, court system, beautiful. And now I understand why. Everywhere I go, when people find out that's my name. You watch their face just opens up. I'm like, Oh, we're all playing a game where we disguised ourselves, individuated ourselves, siloed ourselves, fragmented ourselves. And now can we play the ultimate game of hide and seek and remember that we were love all along?

Wil Fisher  
Yes, yes, yes, yeah. And these unique expressions of love. I mean, it's all love, divine love. The truth of love is, maybe there's not a lot of variations, but I feel like the way that we get to play with it is how love filters through us, filters through our unique expression of consciousness.

A'Sha Love  
Yes, so individuation is a fun game in which each fractal of source gets to be source and drag, yes,

Wil Fisher  
work. Yeah, that's it.

A'Sha Love  
And then remember, Oh, wait, but I'm source, but I still

Wil Fisher  
get to do my expression of it. Totally, yeah.

A'Sha Love  
And if judgments the curriculum, so that's what's like on the table for us to work with these days.

Wil Fisher  
Did you say judgment? I'll

A'Sha Love  
give you an example. Yeah. Judgment is the curriculum. What we in multi dimensional physics terms is how I love to talk. Judgment is resistance. It's not the flow of love, Yep, yeah. And when I talk about love, I'm talking about source, plasma, flows, like the living substance of organic creation. And I can talk more about that later. So for example, a couple years ago, I was working with a group, and there was some judgment around using makeup for some of these women, and I'll never forget the line that was delivered, well, don't wear makeup. Wear Makeup. Because you know what? You're all just making it up anyway. Yes, it's a it's play. It's playful. And so I do, you know, Wil, I do a lot of shadow work with healers. So you get behind, like, what is, what's the judgment about makeup, and you get into the wounding, uh huh, and you unpack the shadow, and then all that can come to the surface for healing integration. That's how I see healing integration back into wholeness. And then we're free to play such a different game that's not based in resistance or judgment or fighting against something. We're just now moving all this energy and repurposing it into something that's more playful

Wil Fisher  
beautiful. So judgment and resistance can be also a doorway or set of clues to our shadows and to the things that still want to be healed.

A'Sha Love  
Absolutely we live in a mirror dimension. So everything from within us as a holographic projection. We're an emanation wil show up and so. If you consciously work with that, what's showing up in my reality to work with it usually points to some sort of fear, belief, judgment, shadow. I'm going to use one from my life. Just yesterday, someone on my YouTube channel left a comment to the effect of she's all used up and old and on her way out. I was like, Wow. I mean, I've never seen a comment like that on the chat. I've seen all sorts of shady stuff, not not a ton, because I'm pretty high vibrational container. But I know that that showed up for a reason. And I went where in my own structure do i Oh, I guess that's true. You know, there is this, like, fear of aging, and what that means, and, you know, and so I was really working with that, of like, Thank you for showing that to me, because it didn't zing me 80% maybe it zinged me 30% but it's still zinged me, sure, right, yeah. So to your like, if you were to, like, have a formula, that's it. It's like, you might have an initial reaction, but then you're like, oh, but why is it showing up?

Wil Fisher  
Sure, and so then we can get curious about it and follow that path and what? So I'll share from my my personal story right now. I recently had my boyfriend move in with me, which has been such a blessing and full of so much joy, and I've been noticing the judgments that I have on him, and as you mentioned that there is this mirror reality that's happening, and so I am able to also reflect that back and see it as a judgment of self, and also use those opportunities to be curious about my shadows in those moments, what I still need to heal. And what I'm curious about, though, is, when is there? How do we discern the distinction between assessment and judgment? Where, where sometimes having a a moment of of assessment is helpful? Yeah, I'm curious if you have any thoughts on

A'Sha Love  
that I got. I have a lot of information on that, exactly where you're going with that. The first thing though, that wants to be spoken to is to because I feel like it's incomplete, and people are going to feel a little bit incomplete. So great. Now, I know I have this judgment or this concern, right? But underneath that is, what is it? Exactly? Why bother looking at judgment? It's because these are the places and parts of us that for whatever reason, and there are many in this realm, we learn not to love that part or to see that part is unlovable.

Wil Fisher  
Lovable? Yes,

A'Sha Love  
too short, unlovable, too lazy, unlovable, too loud, unlovable. As young children, we learned that it just by osmosis, and so this is what I see happen all the time. Is okay, you you service the judgment like you're too whatever. Reflect it back in wil then that means I don't love the part of myself that's too whatever or not enough whatever. Find that part within yourself, your beautiful ecosystem of parts, feel it, let it have a voice. Its emotions are very real. Maybe it's the part that you know, clings on because it's afraid of being abandoned, and we judge that in others, because we judge it in ourselves as being weak and needing others, or whatever the story is. And then, if you give that part, sometimes it's three years old, sometimes it's 13, a chance to be seen and welcomed in, it starts to reintegrate in a way, like I'll often see the three year old part start go play, instead of being hyper vigilant. Now it can go play. And so we can do this within our ourselves. And that's the point, is to get to this kind of harmony, so we don't have all our parts like, you know, one is the next three or an exile, another one's a warrior, another one, you know, and they're all like, Ah, so that's the bigger framework of like, why even look at our judgments? Mm, so we can bring ourselves back into wholeness. So to question about assessment and judgment, there is no difference, is what I heard. Mm, human mind and ego would love for there to be a difference, because it's attaching meaning and value, sure, to being right, which is a domain of psychic safety. Mm, hmm, oh, yeah, there's like, lots shifting on this conversation. So all that's going to move for people from here down through the heart. Mm, yeah, beautiful. You can let the human ego have its attachment to its opinions, but we're being invited to have the greater remembering, the greater self hold a greater awareness of like, Okay, that's great. I see the human part really holding those opinions about what's real and what's not, yes, but that part that you were in at the very beginning can hold a much larger field of remembering, and it holds no. Resistance or no judgment to what is so it's working with higher technology. This is in higher order of healing. It's a higher order of creation, and it's not being pulled down in the distraction of polarity based conflict, which is a massive, fantastic game a lot of people are playing here, and no judgment, truly, if you want to play there. And yet, there's a different

Wil Fisher  
playground. This is so good, and it's funny, because parts work has come more into my life more recently, like right before we started getting deeper. And so I've been using exactly some of those practices you just described, which has been super helpful and to play devil's advocate. And this is certainly not the case in my relationship, that the judgments and are resistant that you're speaking of. It's very much in that wave of thought. But if there's someone who's doing something really cruel to you, you know, then what, how do you find a space for being truthful about that experience and creating boundaries and making yourself safe? Like, how do we, how do we look at that potential judgment or resistance?

A'Sha Love  
What's absolutely I mean, this is a fantastic question, because this is where the rubber meets the road for so many Mm, hmm. And even if it's not like full extent being wickedly cruel, but just somewhat her fault, right? Yeah, yeah, it's to look within ourselves and see what part of me believes I deserve that or allowing that to be tolerated. Mm, and getting really in touch with that part, mm, parts work. I didn't study it. It came out of the ether because it's been the collective now, and all of a sudden it starts showing up in my sessions. I'm like, Oh, this makes so much sense.

Wil Fisher  
Yeah, same actually, yeah, yeah.

A'Sha Love  
So that part often has a wounding that's like, see, this is what it just can't be any better than this, or this is what I deserve. Or, you know, it just, it's, it's based in its own self orientation and self concept. Mm, hmm. Like, why would I tolerate this from this person? And I've walked through this myself in a divine compliment relationship. I was told was coming 18 months ago, and vice versa. They're They're designed, if it's called Vajrayana Buddhism. It's apparently like even the Dalai Lama talks about he can't get quite the same level of enlightenment because he's not in relationship. Yeah, yeah, oh my gosh, yeah. You're right. So you're mirrors for each other, and you're, I stopped using the word triggers, and I just use catalyst, because it's yes. You're catalyzing yes one another's areas of like a blind spot, where you don't necessarily realize you have, or we have an an abandonment wound, let's say right from from childhood. This was my experience. Didn't even know I was sitting on it until it surfaced. And so then you realize, Wil this. This is why you know, in in normal circumstances, what we're setting up as souls is we want to come to this playground and grow so we do have certain contracts with people that will enter our lives help us do this work. Sometimes we're growing together. Sometimes they're just catalyzing and then we're on our way. But if we see everything as happening for us that's showing up in our reality, and choose to work with it that way. Now I also want to have compassion and say, give the caveat that's that's just not easy work, because a lot of this is in our blind spot. Sure, I had to have massive help with mine. And you know, it was shocking to have these things like for someone else, like a metaphysician, like she was, she could see it so clearly, the way I could see it for other people. So I guess what I'm trying to say, Wil, is like, you know, this healing work coming back into wholeness is like, it's a team sport,

Wil Fisher  
yes, yes. Well, what I saw possible, there is this potential to actually make the boundary, to say no, to remove the person from your space, from your energetic field, but actually to not do it from a place of making them wrong, or the fact that they came into your life is wrong, but to do it from this place of self worth, and actually, this is not part of my trajectory. This is not the reality that I'm asking for right now. And it's, I mean, it's very, you know, next level, to actually not judge that kind of behavior and not resist it in a way, but just but to know that you can still make boundaries and still be able to take good care of yourself,

A'Sha Love  
absolutely, yeah, and I've certainly walked all the various stages of that, from like, hard boundary, you know, the sibling like, based in kind of like, if out of like, you know, can be on my own. And what I'm being shown is, like, if we just take a neutral example, like changing the channels, yeah, I guess we don't do that the same way anymore, but yeah, I grew up with an actual dial on a television, yeah, yeah, yeah. You hit, like, let's say something really awful on the screen. Like, quick. You don't, you don't have to stay there, yeah. And so it's something similar in life that you know it's but if there's resonance, we tend to linger. And so to your point, how do we get to, well, I'm being interrupted right now because I was going to say, how do we get to non judgment about it, and I got interrupted and it said, actually, it's, how do you work with the judgment that arises in a way that allows you to alchemize it out of fear back into love. Yes, you absolutely wil still maintain a boundary for yourself, but it won't be done out of like yes and judgment. Yes. Be done out of just clarity and

Wil Fisher  
Yes, beautiful, yeah, because we do still want to take time to receive that message and receive that learning and process through whatever that channel was meant to land on. Why? The reason that we were meant to land on that channel. And we don't need to take it personal. Just like if we go on a channel and it's nothing that we want to see, we're able to switch it. We don't act like, Oh my God, how dare the TV present me with that channel. So it's both, it's giving it time to be curious and compassionate and to do any work that is meant to happen with that channel, but also to recognize that I can just switch it when I'm ready, and that I don't need to be a victim that that channel appeared,

A'Sha Love  
right? We don't have to have a big story about it, yeah. Oh. Interesting is, as you were speaking, this whole line started to come in that wants to be spoken about, which is, and I can see how this applies in my own life, for sure, for many of us, when we're coming into our authentic truth, there can be a, you know, pushing away of the family of origin, right, rejection of the family of origin, especially with queer folks, right and multi dimensional.

Wil Fisher  
Yeah, it's, they're, they're they're close in

A'Sha Love  
the family. Nut Job, yeah, here's where it gets tricky. The body that our Spirit took on to animate is comprised of that same substance informed by the same ancestral trauma patterns everything as the family of origin. Sure, in plain speak, when we hate on family, we hate on ourselves. Big, big, big, big, blind spot I'm being shown that wants to be spoken. There we go. I can feel the field shifting around this so like, just circle the wagons a little bit. And it's like if we, in our mind, or even spoken, are judging family, the body hears that and feels it. And there's so it's setting up a kind of friction that is not terribly helpful going forward. So it is the rerouting to Sure, the judgment, the rejection. It'll come because we feel rejected, so we're going to reject and return, but to get to equanimity, to neutrality with that as much as possible, re alchemize it, and then then the body can repurpose all of that and start to move into a higher order of being,

Wil Fisher  
yeah. And the word that was coming through for me is forgiveness, choosing to forgive, regardless of if it's being asked for.

A'Sha Love  
Yeah, it's interesting, like, there's a there's a nuance here, yeah, of again, it's like circle the wagons. It really doesn't matter what family thinks and sees. Yeah, it's what we have internalized about what they think and see. Yes, that's where the healing ground is once that's been integrated. Mm, hmm. Then you know the whatever comments don't zing because it's not zinging like two guitars in a room will vibrate the same. It's like it won't vibrate within us anymore. And then you're that's true liberation. And then you actually are able to have absolute compassion, not from a place of performance, performance, but just it just is. It's just the reality,

Wil Fisher  
yes, yes. And then there's more space to play on the playground.

A'Sha Love  
And that is the next revolution. So we had mindfulness. The next one is playfulness.

Wil Fisher  
Yeah. So let's talk about play. I mean, it's one of my favorite things. Ah. Uh, and, yeah. I mean, I, you know, I work with a lot of men who have just bottled up and thrown that part of themselves out the door, you know, and instead, created this very stoic, serious way of being. And it it is so it's sad when I see that, but it's also so refreshing and exciting for me when I see folks connect with that playful self and how freeing that can be, and how just miraculously inviting of authentics, of the authentic self it can be,

A'Sha Love  
yeah, not to mention all of the innovative everything that comes from this space that can radically move us to your point. I wouldn't know anything about stoicism. Not me, nope. Not at all. Yeah. So Germanic ancestral line family, you know, just like, let's just take all those emotions, just shove them as deep as we can. And so I had to go through a whole process of reopening my heart center. My daughter's 19. She's seen videos of me from like, 20 years ago. She's like, Mom, you're not the same. Me talk in terms of like quotient, you know, play quotient, like quotient, like woo. So that is kind of the game of like. When I often see people go back to like, four years of age or even younger, to get a reference point for what it was like before the world told them, yes, it's not okay to be like that and it's not acceptable and you won't be loved if you're like that. And then we set about developing a whole structure to be able to survive here. And then we set about beginning to deconstruct that and reconstruct it in a new way. So the stoicism piece is just really, I mean, it's an inherited coping mechanism of for navigating this reality, and it's a day by day choice, and that's what I'm being shown, is if a person just slows down their day, they're going to see all the inflection points where that decision is being made over and over again in the background, and if they move it to the foreground, they can start to work with that more consciously, and maybe this time introduce a little more playfulness, like maybe I don't have to. You know,

Wil Fisher  
I love that. I love seeing it as this moment to moment opportunity. Because as playful as I believe my myself to be, and I know that I am really good at play. I can tap into it, and it's an energy that I can help others tap into. I can validate that. Thank you, thank you. And I can also recognize that some people see me as quite serious in certain contexts, and that sometimes when I'm moving through my day, I forget about that playful energy. And I do by I do kind of default into a more serious lens. And so I love the idea the invitation that's coming through for me right now of bringing mindfulness into my playfulness. Like, how can I keep remembering playfulness? How can I keep remembering to imbue more moments of play in my day, in the day to day tasks that I do

A'Sha Love  
absolutely you know what I would add in there? Wil is then add in some shadow work. So it's like when you go towards more seriousness. Mm, slow it way down. Do a rewind, because it probably just did its normal thing, and then it contracted again. I'm serious again. What just happened? What was the thought? Why? I'll give you an example from just this morning. I was sending a session summary to like an investment banker. My normal self is like emojis and pink hearts and and I felt it, and I was like, and I had to do override, and be like, Nope, you're still going to put the emojis in. And, but, you know, I felt it. I felt it was better rain all that in.

Wil Fisher  
Yeah, cool. Thank you. Yeah, thanks for sharing that. So, yeah, you know, this kind of circles us back to to judge, the potential of judgment and resistance and and the the curiosity and the portal into that shadow work. So I'd love for you, I mean, you know, we dove deep quick, but I'd love for you to just share a little bit about what, how you define shadow work, and how you approach it,

A'Sha Love  
yeah, absolutely. I call it shadow gold. And I studied anthropology, archeology in college, so it's like excavation, right? So to me, I mean, it comes from Carl Young's work, and he coined the term shadow. And I might tell a story about individuation here. We'll see if I get green lighted. There is something very specific I have been shown that needs to come through. Let me do that first. There. Second, and we'll circle back to this, which is for everyone just to take a moment to connect with anyone who in your family has passed away is on the other side, and to now feel all of their love and support, and some of them want to apologize. Mm, because they see clearly now what they could not see when they were embodied. Yeah, there we go. I can feel all sorts of energy moving. Yeah, I just really wanted to take a moment for a collective apology and like, I see you now, and I'm so proud of you, and you're doing amazing work. Keep going, keep going. Yep, yeah, thank you. And if I could take it all back, I would, but I can't, because that wasn't the plan, yeah, yep, but very different perspective, okay, yeah, I felt like they're like, alright, so shadow in my definition, and the way I see it play out with so many of the people I work with, is simply the I like to speak in terms of wounded motivation, because that's how it plays out in our reality as adults, is that we might Be thinking we're really excited about some aspect of life, projects, work, relationship, and not recognize the blind spot of wounded motivation that's driving us and see what happens then, for example, I had a client who her father passed away, and all of a sudden all her ambition just fell flat because she hadn't realized she was doing everything she was doing to try to get his love and approval. So that's where we circle the wagons and like, and I can see it really clearly as a metaphysician in a person's field, and I get guided by their higher self. I mean, I like but anyone can invite this in just simply by holding the intention. I'm ready and I'm willing to look at my wounded motivation, even if that might disrupt my life. Yes, I'd rather do that now than play out the next 10 years in the same wounding. Yes, just please bring me self disclosures, and you'll be out on a walk, you'll be in the shower, and all of a sudden the Insight will just become so apparent, and you'll, where's where was that?

Wil Fisher  
I had no idea. What do you mean by

A'Sha Love  
self disclosures? Self disclosure would be like, you know, I'm trying to think of an example for my own life, or let me have the greater field. Give me an example. Um, it's it they're going to have me use the client again, so to all of a sudden, one day, recognize that instead of just being really excited about being ambitious and growing a big business and being on stage and having a big following behind it is maybe, maybe, if I get big enough, my dad will finally love me. He'll finally see me. They're showing me Bono and his father

Wil Fisher  
Interesting, okay.

A'Sha Love  
And so you can spend decades, you can spend lifetimes actually playing this out, and we're interested in waking up in the dream right now. And I work with healers, so it's really important for them to unpack this. Because back to my original point, the greatest healer is, is the template of equanimity and wholeness. You don't have to say anything, you don't have to do anything. You simply are harmony. There's no disease that can exist in that field. That's how the master healers did this. They weren't working some Mojo. They just were that. Mm, hmm. So I see it kind of like a game of a Rubik's Cube. It's like, can we find the wounded motivation, the distortion, the the pieces of us that are like, that's not lovable? Yes.

Wil Fisher  
You know, I love that. Yeah, I love wounded motivation. I often think about the energy behind our actions, really being curious about the energy behind our actions. And this also, I think, circles back to this, not having a strong hold on our sense of self, and recognizing that when we do get curious about the energy behind our actions and allow the wounded motivations to reveal themselves. It doesn't necessarily mean that we are going to stop on our path. We might love our path and feel really proud and excited about our path, but to recognize that part of how we are engaging in our path might be holding these old wounds and continuing these, these harmful patterns. And so how can we step back, look at that, clean it up, and then we might be able to keep moving forward on the path, but to be doing it from this more place of purity and authenticity.

A'Sha Love  
And, yeah. Yes, absolutely, you're describing my journey from a cleaner place. So I had to come out of the spiritual closet. And I spent a fair amount of years kind of harping on the Cartesian worldview and how limited it is. And like the education system is crap because it's like, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, and I have all the degrees, and yet, wait a minute, you know, I had to go through this whole reckoning as a part of my awakening. Yeah, yeah. And so I was motivated from that wounding of like, I'm not accepted, because my direct experience is an outlier, and once I started to heal. I mean, there's still, there's still some of it there that I'm still working on, but a lot of it I was able to alchemize and integrate. And now, to your point, as I move out, and I'm being inner prompted to move out, big time, it's motivated by love, yes, and letting that pour through instead of fear, like I need you to understand my worldview and like the program this multi dimensional reality, yeah, like in the dark ages,

Wil Fisher  
yeah, yeah. And you might be doing the similar stuff, posting videos and, you know, but you're doing it from this other place, this other intention, yeah. And it can be felt, you know, we folks feel it differently when it comes from that place. It could be the same words, but the motivation behind it, the energy behind it, shifts the way it is felt and received.

A'Sha Love  
Yeah, exactly. So it went when I've really cleaned up my own inner rejection. Mm, and it still surfaces here and there, like I'm still polishing the stone, you know. But there's huge difference. It's freed me up to, your point, to play so much more to be in creative play, which is not naivete, like I can feel some of my old skeptic and the over hyper masculine weighing in here and wanting to kind of push back on that as being too frivolous And ungrounded. And it's playground. It's grounded. Play unleashes innovation. Google gets this. I mean, there's a reason they put their campus together the way they did. And yeah, and so that's the remembering that really wants to come forward is like, now there is something about like, staying stoic is safer. Okay, yeah, so I feel a real protective piece, and that's the armor is understandable and the protector is understandable. But if you can just ask that protector part just to step to a little to the side, like, thank it for its role, we need you, yeah? But you might be becoming more of a liability than an asset at this point, yeah? Like, do your job. Still, let me know if there's something awry, yeah, but if we can just be a little bit more curious about what's possible here, because I'm probably safer than you think, right? And you're definitely my ally, yeah, I want you there

Wil Fisher  
hang out, right? Yeah? But you don't need to be in the front all the time, right? Yeah, yeah, beautiful, yeah. So one of the things I got really excited about in your videos was travel as a method to this awakening work. And it's something that I've definitely played with and gone to places that spirits nudged me towards and explored ancestral locations where I had, I knew that I had ancestors from these places, and it's been just such a joyful experience of my self realization work. And so one of the things that you mentioned, though, was collecting codes. I think I'd love, yeah, picking up files. I'd love for you to share more about Yeah, journeying as a it's just

A'Sha Love  
yeah, you bet. So another piece of what I do here is I'm a multi dimensional field agent, and I often sent around the planet to do work on the energy lines, the grid lines, Portal systems where there's been genocide or a lot of trouble, to help shift that clear it. There's a lot of Wil. I won't get in too deep into this, but a multi dimensional physics reversal. So systems reverse the physics. This is where, like, you know, hell, the idea of hell comes from. Evil is just live spelled backwards. It's just, these are just the reversals. Okay, wow. They're siphoning down. I won't get too far into this, but the point is, there are certain places on the planet where we may have other experiences and we're ready to go pick up those files, those codes, those templates, one of my favorite stories to tell is 2014 still fairly early on in my awakening, I just felt this over, like, it's just so, so emphatic, like, emphasis, I had to go to France, go back to France. Hm, seemed kind of weird, but I just followed it. And I opened the map a place in far the far western part of Brittany lit up on the map telepathically. Make a lot. Story short, I end up there on a sacred small mountain. The Celtics considered it sacred. I was alone. Went into a full blown spontaneous remission, like experience of a past life, 6000 years ago as a Celtic priest, wow, dressing a large crowd, I could hear his voice. I could see everything. It was overlaid with this reality, and then it faded out my hand, or I kind of was like, well, kind of dropped down to the ground and needed to integrate. I got home and all of these shamanic abilities had just activated. Wow. So I wil often talk about something called the inner tech transfer of the multi dimensional self.

Wil Fisher  
Wait, say that one more time, slowly,

A'Sha Love  
the inner tech transfer of the multi dimensional self. So like on this planet, countries wil do tech transfer like, Hey, we've evolved our technology to, you know, faster than you did. Let's go. So if we're we are these multi dimensional beings. We have many different fractals at the over soul and beyond levels. When you can tap into one of those. Maybe it's a more evolved fractal, expressed in a different system, a different planet, different race of beings. They've evolved way more than we have. Right through comes their abilities become yours. And this was my experience in 2016 17, and I so we can evolve the human species, which is my jam, My past is human evolution in some very novel ways, this way, but we can also do it with our suite of past lives. Of course, time is all simultaneous. Yes, to gather files, codes, things that we want. It's almost like a video game, like, go pick

Wil Fisher  
up. Yes, I know I love that. Yes, so fun.

A'Sha Love  
And then they can be expressed here in this form. And you don't need to go through shaman school in this lifetime. You just pull them in from another one. I just had this happen with a client yesterday, uh, Zen monk who had mastered the void and became has become the void and so came through integrated, and now he's bringing that through here.

Wil Fisher  
Wow, beautiful. And but, but there is some merit, some value, in the actual location of your body in order to retrieve these things.

A'Sha Love  
Yeah, that's what I found. So, like, I just got called to Europe, to Mont Blanc. I had been there, literally, like, 25 years before, and I thought I was going to do field work, you know, maybe tune up the grids and, like, lighten things up

Wil Fisher  
and what? And what does that look like for you? Like going to these specific places? Yeah.

A'Sha Love  
So I'll go, and all of a sudden I'm, like, my hands are flying, and I'm doing light language, and we're recoding, wow, yeah. But this was different, where as soon as I saw the mountain, it activated me, and I felt like my Kaleidoscope change, and I was like, Oh, the next part of my plan is unfolded, like it just got activated. Cool. That's what I do for people. So it was cool to have the mountain me, you know. So, yeah, if you're called somewhere, just trust that also divine intersections and appointments are on the rise. So you're meant to meet up with soul family at this time. And, you know, get up to all sorts of fun that way too

Wil Fisher  
well. Speaking of this, has felt like one of those. And I'm just super, super grateful for the energies that created this, this possibility. So thank you. And yeah, as we start to wrap up, let's see what wants to come through, any final thoughts, words, ideas, we've got time. Yeah, there's

A'Sha Love  
just this, this invitation to just take stock of how far you've come. Mm, it can be so much of a focus on what's yet to do or how far to go. I guess that's back to your comment about future tripping, yes, but just to settle back into your your center point, your still point, your zero point, like and let there we go, and let the old identity constructs go, return to the void, and something else can come forward now and just stay curious. It's not going to be mind LED. It's gonna be, you know, heart expanded and unfolded, like unfolding the origami to put it together in a new shape, you know, a new expression,

Wil Fisher  
yes, and the shape of a ice cream cone, unicorn cupcake. Amazing. This has been such a joy. Thank you so much for

A'Sha Love  
Yeah, for me too. Wil, I was going to make the joke, can you handle my swirl? I can

Wil Fisher  
handle it. I want more and more. Thank you so much. Love to you.

A'Sha Love  
Thank you. Bye.